You are NOT his equal

and whether consciously or not

you both believe it

He may say otherwise

but actions speak

loud and clear

I Guess That Was A Christmas Present..?

I was walking around looking for my baby,

As I turned around,
I saw her running towards me
With that wide bright smile of hers.

I gave her a hug
As she jumped into my arms.


I woke up.

I wished I hadn't.

Hate Everything

I know it's not the world's fault for being how it is.

The things I'm going through right now,
The things I'm complaining about,
Are the result of my decisions, actions, and inaction.

I guess I'm frustrated at the fact that
Everything is just really my fault.

I Wanna Go Home

I have to find her

I Can’t Help But Think

Of just how wonderful it is
That God blessed the world with
Creatures that could love and protect
Unconditionally..

And yet.. There are countless of them
Alone.. with no family.. no home..
Unloved.. Unappreciated..

And my baby’s one of them..
Remaining unfound..
Waiting.. hoping to be found
To be hugged and loved again..

I Wouldn’t Want Anything Else

Than to spend time with her again.

I want her back..

I’d do anything for it..



Please be safe..

Keep fighting and
Stay strong

Till I can hug
And care for you again


Damn.
I miss her.

It Has Been A Week

And not a single lead
To where my baby is.

I want to punch someone and beat them to death

And that someone is me.


I want her back.
No matter what it’ll take.

I will either live with her
Or.. leave with her

She deserves so much
So much more..

She have to safe.