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Someday... 

I'll go somewhere far.

And I'll leave everything behind;

My blood,

My life,

My name,

And everything I was born with.

And at that moment,

Will be my happiest.

Now you tell me, did I always had a choice..?

"You always have a choice." 

That's not entirely true, isn't it?

Nope. I don't remember being asked about which place on this earth I would want to grow up in.

I don't think they gave me a choice about who my parents should be either..

And most importantly..

Nobody asked me if I actually wanted to be born, they just selfishly brought me here in this world.

I'm Just So Tired..

.. So tired of being caught up in other people's bullshits.


Why do I have to suffer the consequences of my parents' choices?


When they say "I'm doing all this to make you happy.. it's for your own good."

Should I even believe that?

When all it did to me was gradually robbed me off of my freedom?

When all it made me feel is that life outside my family's better?

Isn't more than 21 years enough!!? That's pretty much my whole life, you know!
Just how much more of my lifetime do I have to deal with all of these!?

All I want is to move on and go on with life..
But how can I do that when they don't wanna let go..?

I'm trying so hard to embrace the family God has given me..

But look at what it did to me..

あー
死にたい。。

私って。。弱虫だな。。

Living with you

was the most genuinely blissful life I've ever had.

And I took that away from myself.

Just because of pride.

And fear of those judgmental minds.



Just what am I so afraid of?

このバカ (●｀□´●)

"I'll keep singing you songs,
Just like how I always do.." 🎶

He said I looked cute (o Ö u Ö o)

❤️

Hey now,

I wasn't ready for that.