あ̶な̶た̶

Y  O  U


You make me feel loved..
Appreciated..



I like how lazy you are
but you always try your best to be responsible
in your own little way.



I like you when you think too much

Also, when you say you don't care
But then, you actually do.

I think you don't notice it yourself
but you actually care for so many things
thats why you get easily hurt.
You're quite sensitive.
Probably more than me.

And I like that about you.



I like how you would think of me
even before you think of yourself.

Then you would come up
with a better idea
that could both benefit us.



I like watching you all happy

when you're eating your meal
when you're playing your video games
and even when you're all excited opening your package.

You don't smile often
but I can tell when you are happy
I love that.



You sometimes arrive a little late,
I don't think I like it, but I know I don't hate it
because then, I have extra time to get ready..



Its annoying how you always win..
Why are you so freaking good at games!?
勝ちたい。。



I like how you notice and remember little things..



I will always hate myself for getting mad.
And you always save me from that.
Thank you.
Thank you for getting mad for my sake.



After a meal,
you'll say "ohh. I'm so full.."
Then you'll crave
for ice cream..
for popcorn..
And you'll still eat them
even though you said you're full.
"It's been *this* long! I've digested that already!"

I think that's really cute of you.



Though I don't want you to worry,
(Because you already worry too much)
I like it when you do.
It makes me happy that you care.



I like it how you have
just the right amount of sweetness.
I can't explain.
You just do.



No matter at how trivial the matter is,
I love it that you're honest.



I like it when you rant at me.
When you're upset
and you tell me why.

I like it when you have something
you have to do..
you want to do..
And you set them aside
or do them earlier, or later..
just to spend time with me.
That makes me really happy.

But you know..
I'd love to do your errands with you too.
I think it'll be fun if we do them together.



Uggghh.. I love it when you cook!!



I like it when you draw
my lisheilien or your danielien
in your order sheet for me to see the next day.

And its cute how they have no idea
what that little creature is doing there..



I like how happy you get when you talk about things you like..
like video games..
computer stuff..
Though I don't understand most of them..
I love it that you still talk to me about it..
that you share those things with me.



It's funny how you leave the crust off
when you're eating pizza
just so you can fit more pizza to your tummy.



I like how we could both get into a tv show
that we wouldn't normally have an interest in.
Remember? The documentation about the snow monkeys?



What a clean freak!



I like how you let me play your video games with you.



I like how you always tuck me in bed
and wait for me to fall asleep.



I love it when you talk about the future..
And that I'm in it.



Thank goodness you have the patience
to explain things to me..
The utmost patience to stick around me.



I like how we could go on our own days
even without texting/talking with each other everyday..

But when we do see each other,
there's just so much love.. ❤️



I like it when you send me random snaps.
Cause that way I could somehow tell
how your day went.



I've never once thought that
you would cheat on me..
nor have I doubted your feelings..

But I do get insecure when you're not around..
Scared..
that you might fall out of love with me..
get tired of me..

どうしよう。。?



I wish you'd tell me when you feel like
you'd want to spend your day alone..
Like, just be lazy and do your own thing..

I wouldn't get mad..
or upset..
I understand
how we all have our days like that.
So it's alright.



I like it when you laugh so much..
sometimes too much..
and mostly its because of something stupid too..



I just wanna hug you..
seeing you cry
because of a movie..



I love ruffling your hair..
pinching your nose and cheeks..
playing with your ear..
holding your "boring" hands..



Love your cuddles..

Hugs..

& Kisses..

OH! your hugs!
I love them so much!

I wonder how you can make me tell,
what emotion each hug holds?



I really appreciate it
when you don't let me be sad
for too long.



I like how you carry me to bed
when I fall asleep on the couch.



You acknowledge my faults,
but never held them against me.



It makes me happy
that you make me feel like
it's okay to be me.

I hope I make you feel
the same way too.



I like how when you get home from work
tired and all,
but still you talk with me.
Asking how I was
and letting me know how you've been.



You're so cute
when you got jealous
of my little plushie
just because I was hugging it
the whole night.



All my life
I've been saying,
"I'm happy.. I'm happy.."

But ever since I've had you,

It's like a matter of fact
that I'm happy.



You giving me piggy back
and carrying me on your shoulder
like a little kid.

Those are fun!
It makes me feel tall~



You actually don't have
a favorite color..

But if you had to choose,
you go with black..

But you want your
nail polish teal tho..



I like doing laundry together!
Folding and hanging them~

Although you end up doing most of it.. ー＿ー’’



It's no question;
I'm strong.

But I'm glad
you let me be weak too.



Ugggh.
You singing the Lava Song
Over and over!

My poor ears!

(This is a secret, I actually like it.. sometimes, okay!? Just sometimes!)

And you saying
"I lava you"
instead of I love you.

and repeating it
again and again
on purpose
as if I don't understand
the play on words

siggghhh..
Just what am I going to do with you..



I like having our little
Whiskey walking around the house.



I think we're the same in this regard,

We both work hard

and we don't like people seeing that.



You get tired.. like everybody else..

You've said countless times;
You give up.

But you end up still trying.
Still caring..

And that's a strength.



You always try to look
for the easier way.

That's lazy!
... But smart.



You have multiple
chins.



It's raining..
and I miss cuddling with you
while watching a movie
with hot chocolate & bailey's



There's a lot of movies
I can't wait to watch.

But I don't feel like watching them,
No. Not without you.



I'm scared.
Worried.
Terrified.

It's frustrating
that I'm willing to do anything
to be with you RIGHT NOW.
But there's just no way,
but wait.



I love traveling with you!

little by little..
Seeing the world together..

Sharing experiences..

those thrills, excitements, and worries,
being in an unfamiliar place..
Finding our ways together..

Trying food
we haven't tasted before.

Doing things
we haven't done before..

All these!!
All of these together
with YOU.



I like our
unproductive days too.
ehe 😋



I like how you
let me help you
cut your hair.



You're not very open
about your feelings.
Often keeping things to yourself..

Unconsciously hosting
a guessing game.

A game quite challenging,
but I know I can clear
because you're just too sincere.



I like that you try
to watch the things I like to watch.

And yet,
Here I am falling asleep
on your favorite movies.

.. sorry.



I miss watching sunsets
with you.

Let's do that a lot when I get back.



I want to talk to you.
A lot.

I don't know what to talk about..
but I want to keep talking with you..

I want to hear your voice.

I want to feel that you're still near me.



I want to hug you.

Kiss you..

But I have to wait till we can do those again.



Thank you for listening to me whine.



Everytime I'm walking around somewhere,
my hands look for yours.



I love falling asleep
and waking up
with you beside me.



You have such a
BIG FAT heart..

and you don't see it yourself.

I wish you would allow me
to at least worry with you.



As soon as we hang up the phone,

I miss you already.



You always ALWAYS
support me
in the best way you can.



So,

"Who's scared of the waves!?"


I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for all the hurt, selfishness,
and countless shortcomings.

I'm sorry I can't stay..



Thank you.

Thank you for all the kindness,
generosity, and care.

Thank you for staying friends with me.

Thank you for the patience
and for not hating me.

Thank you for doing this stuff for me
and my family.
I cannot thank you enough for this.

Thank you for all the fun and dumb moments.

I have learned a lot from you.. from us.

Please remember that
though we're not a couple anymore,
I still am here. I still care.
And I'm still sure, more than ever,

that
you deserve so much more than you think you do.


- 2018