That's Just How It Is

A part of me believes
that someday,
I will be able to make myself happy.




And a part of me believes
that I'm just not meant to be.

NO NO NO NO NOOOOO!!

JUST NO!

Get a hold of yourself!!!!!

It doesn't matter if you get hurt by their words or actions..

Go make them happy!









You're good at forgetting anyways.
You'll soon forget how bad you are feeling.. Just like always!

Plus, You don't really matter..
So just let them have what they want. 

Give them good memories to look back to.

HOW MUCH LONGER..

Just how much more

do I have to watch two people I love

Destroy each other

I Wonder...

How much more stronger do I have to be...

OKAY.

So. I went back to my home country because I said I don’t want regrets.

So what in the world am I doing right now giving myself more sad things to look back to!!?

Alright. It’s time to set myself straight. Stop being so emotionally swayed so easily. 
Think about it. I wasn’t like this. I was stronger than this.

My present life is equally valuable to my future.

I have to do the things I want to do.

I have to spend my time with people dear to me.. Every occasion.. holidays.. even just the normal everyday..

Go to places I have never been to and I’ve been wanting to go to.

And visit places I like going back to.

It doesn’t matter how bad things get..

I have to make a treasure out of everything.

Now this positive person sounds more like me.

I have to stay strong. Don’t give in to negative vibes, always look for the positive side. ( Ö u Ö )

I Don't Stay Mad Too Long. This Is Why People Think I'm Too Easy..... Too Weak.....

No matter how annoyed, frustrated, mad, offended, and hurt I get...

By the end of the day,

I will forget.

I'd go on

and be okay..

I don't think I'm capable of holding a grudge..
even if I try.