I Feel Like I'm Wasting Myself..

I don't like me right now..

Well, when have I ever?
There's just always something to hate..

But right now, and the past few months,
Is the most worthless I've ever seen myself.

I'm a dead weight garbage,
Slowly withering away..

And the only thing keeping me sane,
The only thing preventing me
From totally loathing myself,

Is something I don't deserve.