Think. Think. Think.

What do you want?

Should you really go for it?

Think about it. 

Is it worth breaking precious love ones' hearts for?

Of course not, idiot.

Everyone knows that when given a choice,

you choose to save the lives of many over a single person's life.

Especially when you did this to yourself.

Whatever bad things that's going to happen,

However lonely you get,

You deserve every bit of it.

Don't drag other people's happiness down.

Own up to your actions.

Think. And stop being stupid.

Stop thinking about what you would've done differently.

Stop thinking about what could be.

It's done.

And you can't have what you want.

You don't deserve to anyways.

The only thing you should be thinking right now

is how to make and keep him happy.

Think.

And act quick.