So... There.. I said it.

I don't think it went well..

But it at least did not go as bad as I thought it would.


I don't know how he could be so understanding and patient with me.

Though he said he didn't really love me,
I know what I said hurt him.

And despite the hurt,
despite all my selfishness,

despite my terrible reason for staying,

He pat my head
and said;
"It's okay to ask for help."

I don't deserve him.



I won't ever forget this.
And someday, I hope to repay him.

I pray he finds someone
who he will love dearly
and who will love him
with her all.